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I had intended to write about how great Sakura-con was soon after the con but around Sunday afternoon I started feel rather down and that mood kind of stuck on me for well over the next week. I went a little bit insane but well, I am told that is normal. Apparently everything you can think of is normal in grief. Really, I think we just understand it so little that no one can say how anyone will respond. It has taken me most of this week to get out of that funk. I find myself starting to realize just how real everything is. It is hard to explain but I find the sheer realness of everything unbearable. It just reminds me that this is how the world is now and Mike isn't coming home. Most days I still find myself waiting for him to come home. I am scared of the day I am no longer waiting because then I will really have accepted that this is how the world is and I really do not want to. (If you are a newer watcher or have not read my recent journal posts and are rather confused please read this one: Tragedy)
Ah, I had meant to start this of on a more positive note. Sorry about that. Anywho, Sakura-con was fun. I know Sunday I was a tad out of it. Part of it was me in my own head and part of it was just being tired from the con. I want to thank everyone who stoppedy by and an extra thanks to everyone who bought something. You all made it so I could pay my taxes this year. Seriously, I would have been in so much trouble if it wasn't for you all. I did have fun talking to you all. Also, a big thanks to the Everfree NW staff I met at the con, you guys are awesome!
I have been thinking about reopening my shop soon. First I need to figure out how I am going to ship things though....Without Mike to drop off my packages and no car of my own I need to figure that out. Once I do I will look into reopening. When I do reopen I plan to only take a limited number of orders before I close my shop again. After having gone through a week of being unable to do anything I do not want to take on too many orders. The time to delivery will also be longer for the foreseeable future. It was 1-2 weeks but it will be changed to 6-8 weeks. I do not expect orders will take me this long but I do not know what will happen. I am as much of a mystery to myself as others right now.
I think that is all the news I have right now. Feel free to ask any questions about my shop or such if you have them. I will do my best to answer.
Ah, I had meant to start this of on a more positive note. Sorry about that. Anywho, Sakura-con was fun. I know Sunday I was a tad out of it. Part of it was me in my own head and part of it was just being tired from the con. I want to thank everyone who stoppedy by and an extra thanks to everyone who bought something. You all made it so I could pay my taxes this year. Seriously, I would have been in so much trouble if it wasn't for you all. I did have fun talking to you all. Also, a big thanks to the Everfree NW staff I met at the con, you guys are awesome!
I have been thinking about reopening my shop soon. First I need to figure out how I am going to ship things though....Without Mike to drop off my packages and no car of my own I need to figure that out. Once I do I will look into reopening. When I do reopen I plan to only take a limited number of orders before I close my shop again. After having gone through a week of being unable to do anything I do not want to take on too many orders. The time to delivery will also be longer for the foreseeable future. It was 1-2 weeks but it will be changed to 6-8 weeks. I do not expect orders will take me this long but I do not know what will happen. I am as much of a mystery to myself as others right now.
I think that is all the news I have right now. Feel free to ask any questions about my shop or such if you have them. I will do my best to answer.
Maybe watch a cat or two.
I got my kitties a cat tree for Christmas. Being the silly little buggers they are they have not let me see them play on it. So I setup a camera, pointed it at the tree, and have a Livestream going so that maybe I can catch them on it. It might be a very boring livestream or it might end up with cute cats. Who knows!
If you feel like finding out feel free to join me here https://livestream.com/accounts/22806138/events/6801470
I hope everyone is having some happy holidays!
Rambling updates
It has been longer than I intended since I posted anything. The last two months have been rather busy. July started with the sentencing for the drunk driver that killed my husband last year. Finally all that was coming to and end but I had to speak at the event and that was beyond hard. The drunk driver got 10.5 years which was the maximum the judge could give. That was...something. I don't know. Good isn't the right word.
BUT moving on! At the end of the July my brother got married!!! I was super busy since I had to make my own dress to wear. Normal dresses just do not fit me without it looking like I am wearing a tent. Then I hung around a
Everfree NW and general updates
Everfree NW was tons of fun! Thanks a ton to staff for being amazing. A huge thank you to my friend Pete for helping me run my table. Lastly but far from least, a giant thank you to everyone who stopped by!
I added 7 characters to my pile of pony cubes for this convention. I did sell out completely of one of them but I have at least one of each of the other six left so that I can photos of them. I am so excited to show you all the new ponies! I need to take photos so that will be a bit. In the mean time I have some more Galaxy Gems and I did manage to take photos of the brand new hat designs so I just need to process them all.
Those new Pok
Updates and things
Update: His new bail has been set to $700,000 with another just over $8000 for some of the other crimes. He is still in jail at this point, I am checking the records daily because clearly I am handling this in a healthy way (that was sarcasm). So hopefully after losing $100,000 to being an idiot there won't be any money for now much larger bail. Still no idea when things are going to happen, still waiting to hear about that. He still hasn't even been transferred to my county so I have no idea what is really going on. I am just going to be happy he is in jail for the time being.
End Update.
Omg guys, my life is something else. I swear. I am
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I can't wait to finaly have a job to by stuff from you!
Anyway, I wish you the best to hang in there. Life is cruel and generous, it just depends how humans act upon it. *hugs*
Anyway, I wish you the best to hang in there. Life is cruel and generous, it just depends how humans act upon it. *hugs*